Advice please I am desperate and suicidual due to my chronic constipation and non funtioning gallbladder

I have posted on here before but been so sick tried everything to improve my digestion over years mainly probotics but things always got so much worse with probotics every form of them even fos free I have widespread fecal loading chronic trappped gas everywhere in bowels and upper back in so much pain and can hardly sleep gas goes into my whole back to I do burp alot and pass little wind but its not helping digestion is so slow I have bile in tummy inflaming it been told my gallbladder is functioning at 30 percent I just do not know what to do I keep getting urine infections to and take de mannose for them and antiobotics make everything worse just like probotics and pain killers to I really do not know how to cope no more tried clearing my bowels out and made things so much worse intestines were throbbing in pain and crampy gas pains I also have severe upper gas pain and upper back pain its gas I Tried not eating changing diet nothing helping every thing in my gut is so mess inside passing wind and burping use to help when I go poo it kills my in rectum as I also have hermroids I want to get better i am so scared I live in chronic pain with backed up bowels chronic trapped gas pains which radiate into my back 3 years ago I did not have these problems it all started with reacting to eggs I feel like having bloody heart attack tonight because the upper back pain will Liver Flushing help me??I am done with medical I think I have caused much more damage with laxatives and enemas I want to heal my gallbladder and digestion but I am so ill inside and afraid I find anything that slows bowels down raises my heart rate and increases my anxiety severe and so does urine infections have can I Liver Flush without doing more damage I did buy Oxypowder But finding trying to clear bowels causes more pain in long run with gas build up stool tests showed do not digest fats over years please advice i AM READY TO TRY AND BEAT ALL THIS PAIN AND AGONISING CHRONIC CONSTIPATION AND TRAPPED GAS colonics did nothing much and the water and coffee enemas just caused more gas build up I need find cure so SAD MY gallbladder and stomach is inflamed with bile Tweet