Ashley123: Thanks for your heart-rending post. I'm sorry you had to go thru what you have, but glad you survived!! That's the most important thing--that you're getting to enjoy your grandchildren. Could you tell me what you think now, in retrospect you would have done differently if you HAD trusted what's on the internet. And also what would you would have used instead of a steroid? Any definitive sign posts or wisdom you can share would be much appreciated. Thanks!!