He says I'm dangerous and it's my fault.

Hello, I am 23 years old. I met my first boyfriend when I was 19. He took everything from me. My virginity, innocence , and self respect. Last night he beat me up for the 25th time and I feel worse than I have ever felt. We are not together or living together but I gave in and went to see him. He pulled my hair out bruised my face and hit my leg with a broom stick. I recently was admitted to mental health because I was so emotionally tired from his abuse and lies. I don't want to blame all of my problems on him but I know that he has a great contribution. It has been a while since I've been assaulted which is why I feel so bad about this time around. I am hiding from my family and I hate myself Tweet