I feel like this here in the philippines i don;t know how to help myself after trying almost possible solutions ive read in the internet. When i'm depress i jog , i go to gym when its lunch tym and hide inside our house with my laptop and again reading and searching post on this site. When i think of the past i miss different opportunities specially having a great job in a office. I know asking myself why don't people accept me, why do my friends laughs at my back.