30 water fast journal

hi. im fasting for 30 days for multiple reasons. detox, weight loss...all i can think of right now unfortunately

ive fasted a few times before. 7 days was the longest. then i broke the fast terribly and had a stomach ache for like 3 days straight. i thought my stomach was ripped open i was pretty scared.

fasting for 7 days was great. went through so many emotions. blew up at so many people. its a crappy thing to do, but it feels amazing when you were pretty much forced to stuff your anger as a child. ill get through it eventually. im sure.

tbh, food has made me its bitch, and i mean that in the least worst way possible possible. i am constantly craving it and i feel terrible afterwards yet i still eat. its awful.

will write more later if you all would like to read.

im on day 2. 3 hours in. im miserable. but i know that the miserableness is oppositely equal to how amazing i will feel in the end.

thanks.

this is my journal, bytheway