They have literally eaten away my throat and mouth muscles to the point where they made a hole under my tongue and that is where most of my liquid and food goes now and not back my throat. My neck has been thinned out to a really dangerous level. When the big ' whatever it is ' comes up to my head via the back of my neck it releases what I can only assume are the young and my head goes numb and literally gets smaller. Same goes for in between and under my breasts. It is like a swirling mass that feels like layers of my skin is coming off. There is so much pressure on my head. Everytime that I eat something that they do not like they hurt me more. Beyond the grace of God my head should be snapped right now. I do not know what to do. Sharp circle like things wrapped around my neck and cutting into my skin. I can not take this very much longer.