If your mother and father loved you an any normal sense, and did not beat, starve, scare, give you silent treatment, refuse to share proper affection, micromanage, and otherwise abuse you sufficiently; or if you were not picked on and bullied enough by other children when you were young; then you are probably not to that degree of narcissist which will amount to much. Unfortunately your brand of narcissism is nothing more than compensating for what you lack in other areas of your life. One solution for you might be to team up with a pathological narcissist as a business partner - wasn't there a movie about this, something about the creation of Facebook? - and either you will ride their coattails to success, after allowing yourself to be entirely stripped of your own will and identity, or you will watch them succeed as they have stolen all your contributions for themselves. And this will be fair and just because they will eventually figure out that you don't empathize with their past childhood experiences. They will deserve the fame, glory, and success, and you won't. They'll make sure you understand.