how can man ever learn something for his life that it in the same time it denies the self the good energy for the sake to see the truth need of that thing and truly connect and be satisfied and you call a real being, total, Love and no more cause because the mind of man cannot think beyond that - it is too good. And you know we cannot tolerate such a real bliss or a kiss by God or the creator or creation, any that do not oppresses for bad feeling that free it yourself as if free will. understand. I do not see that men understand this at all. No man is going to have a hope under this first evil then what....the ego blindness of men is terrible, all possesed indeed. do you want who ever he is there is no exception.
please think about if you really want life here and hereafter. it is self stupifying denying stoning drugging dragging - to what. my God.
please understand if you want truly to love. and life and not hell and eternal lost. for the self as well.