To mothers

Hello everyone! My name is Rosi, i'm from Russia and im an adoptee.
I want to ask to all (birth) mothers: what do you feel in regard of your (adoptive) child?? I heard from many mothers say "I LOVE HIM SO MUCH', what do u mean by it? What do u CONCRETE feel for him? Do u worry if he die? Do u have the same worries as a mother who raise him had? I want to understand i dont judge. I think relationship is not the same with a child who you raised. Tweet