Thanks for the advice. I've drank alcohol before and it didn't effect me but I've been drinking alot recently. Like 3 or more times a week for a month and a half. So it could be the culprit.
When it comes down to eating I always eat junk. This whole time I've been eating junk and it didn't effect me. I don't know if I have the will power to change. It's going to be hard enough to stop drinking. I've been doing it for so long now that I feel like I need it but I hate the way my family specificly my dad react to me. So I gotta bite the bullet and do it.
Ever since this started I've felt like giving up on life. I don't know how you all do it because it's been a month and a half and I feel no hope.