At the End of My Rope!!!

I cannot do this anymore. I am a female and this is just too much to handle. I want to jump out of my skin. The incessant wiggling, crawling, burrowing in my body is absolutely horrifying. If it were a tv show, I would turn this off. I am utterly exhausted by this scattered infestation. I am barely holding on to "the end of my rope". Tonight it felt like an earth worm was literally crawling towards my right eye. My body. My poor body is struggling. As I type this, I keep getting kicks/thumps in my calves. Perhaps I am a worst case scenario because I have trichinosis. I don't know if there is any hope to recover. I feel like I am dying without being dramatic. Do NOT take herbs before antiparasitic meds. I wish I had known that.

I am SO SO SO SORRY for the others suffering like this. It's a real living nightmare, unimaginable.

I want to get better, and anybody reading this and suffering, I want you to be well too.

Dear God please don't abandon me, my Lord. Anxiety medicine is not cutting it.