"Health is an act of both the person in need (maintaining with care and good food), but more vitally, the creator who knows our innermost workings more intimately than we could ever manage."
And that is why I am still here because he knows every time I was hurting myself I begged him to help me stop, every single time I begged him for my salvation. Whether I can turn the corner I need to turn or not I do not know into a body well fed by raw food and well exercised after my fast I don't know. But I am turning toward trying now instead of turning away from all hope. Thank you for your support.