CANT GET L Glutamine :/

My mom is refusing to buy me L Glutamine. She's saying I don't need it cause I'm not sick. I feel like she wants me to keep living like a trash can. Smelly and alone. :( If you could hear me talking to my mom you'd be just as frustrated, its like talking to a wall. Yesterday she was holding her nose as she walked in front of our place, then when she came in I asked her why. She said it was a "yoga exercise". Well I guess holding your nose is a new yoga exercise ladies and gentlmen. Whenever were out she coughs more than usual, too. You can tell its on purpose. So I'm just wondering what I should do? Is L Glutamine the only way I can ever get better, and if I diet will it not work if I don't have L Glutamine? I'm not sure.. And my mother is saying the only way she's gonna go to the pharmacy to get L Glutamine is if the doctor says I need it. Since I've been to the doctor many, many times and they haven't done anything to help me other than- of course- put me on anti depressants and refer me to a therapist. I doubt they will know what my case calls for. After all, the most information I've gotten was on the internet, not from a doctor. Tweet