day 9 of 21

My fasts are pretty uneventful....
Must be my vegan diet of over 20 years.
I had headaches for 48 hours this time around because I was drinking one coffee a day at work since September...
We do not know the damage we cause until we try to get clean....
Not that I'll never drink coffee again,,, but who knows!
I was trying to fall asleep last night and closed my eyes to see horrendous images of cows being slaughtered... I opened my eyes and then closed them.... only to see these images again.....
I was awful. I told my husband and he said something like "you cannot take on all the suffering of these animals upon yourself" I told him I knew... but just felt like crying.... very sad this INSANE world we live in.
So many things are backwards.....
Anyway... I have fasting numerous times.... juice, water, MC..
This has never happened to me.
Physically, I have not weighted myself yet.... its getting boring.
Bad taste in my mouth makes me not want to drink!
I try to scrape my tongue but not much there... when Im eating theres lots of it!!
GROSS!!
I don't think the tumour has gone down at all...
:(
the bump looks just as pronounced as when I started...
wish I could put pics on here to show you...
I have 12 days left on water then I have to go to juice to 10 days before my MRI.... I am going back to work and cannot function on water..
I guess I will have proof if fasting indeed can shrink a tumour.... so far... NOTHING!
:(