Thanks :) I try not to take mine too seriously too. I have the exact same emotions. Today negativity has been the big emotion. It is sometimes frustrating, as I had a few weeks of feeling fully alive and physically sensitive/connected toe verything and now again, I'm going through a phase of feeling detached, and numb underlined with negativity. Not the easiest during the christmas season, but I am very grateful for this program at the root of it all. I haven't had a liver pop reaction still during a coffee enema, but as you said, they certainly do give me the energy I need for my day and lessen the severity of the negative emotions.