My story about Fordyce spots plus seeking help

Hi everyone first i want to say sorry for my bad english (i'm french)

I'm 28 years and 3 years ago i was really in a bad moments in my life and my doctor gave me anti-depressive pills called DEROXAT, i took this shit for 2 days and i stopped it because i got too much side effect, one of my side effect was that my lips were very dry... And even when i stopped it my lips didn't come back has before, it was still dry ! I applied lip balm and a day later i've noticed a white dot at the cupid part of my upper lips, i was wondering what is it but i didn't care much, but then i saw another one and another one and i started to get worried... i checked on internet and i saw it's called fordyce spots...

- i don't know if i got my fordyce from the lip balm or from DEROXAT, to me it's from the pills because i also got this shit inside my mouth (in the cheek) but no one can see that so i don't care of it.

- I saw that jojoba oil helps so i applied this every day morning and evening before to sleep, the fordyce didn't move but it didn't get worse too, it was also a nice moisturiser because my lips was still dry (especially after brushing my teeth, don't know why).

- I got a new girlfriend 2 months ago, i love her so much already and a 1 week ago she wanted to leave me for some reasons, i was so sad, i wanted to puke etc... and finally a day after she said that she will stay with me, i was happy but... i saw new spots on my lips... i'm wondering if it's because the emotions, stress or something made them appear...

- my new girlfriend use also lip balm often and when i kiss her i feel i have it on my lips too, maybe my spots get worse because of this.

- another thing is, i have also poor liver fonction because i have a DNA disease that make my cholesterol VERY low, i stock fat around my liver because of this shit, i take care but well, there is nothing to heal from this, just take care and don't eat fat stuff too much. Recently i drinked alcohol a bit more than usual maybe i got new spots because my liver got worse, i cannot know...

- i'm looking for a solution, first to don't make my lips worse, my lips are still "ok" but i'm very shy about it, i don't even know if my girlfriend noticed them already or not.

Now my BIG problem to try to cure them is i feel that EVERYWHERE on internet there are fake stuff that people say to make people lips worse, maybe i'm paranoid but i'm sure i'm not.

Some say that VINEGAR cured them, other say that it makes their lips worse, other say Jojoba helps and some say no it makes them worse, same for toothpaste and everything ! SO i'm scared to try anything, jojoba oil doesn't seem to make my lips worse because i apply it for 3 years now but it doesn't cure anything too.

My BIGGEST question is : Is there someone that CURED his fordyce with home remede for REAL or not ? i don't want to talk about CO2 laser or else.

I read that Garlic helps, i bought some garlic pills with aillicin inside, but i didn't get it yet so i cannot say.

There is another "solution" it's the tattoo, but some people say the color doesn't stay on the fordyce, so it doesn't work but i also read it worked for someone, so i'm confused !

Some people pop the fordyce themself and it works fine for them and other say popping them makes it worse !!

SO what should i do ?? i would like to talk with honest people that have experience about fordyce spots.

It's the biggest shit ever and i would like to slap every dermathologist that say "sorry, no one can see it, it's normal blablabla" f*ck them they are stupid ! I don't care to have this on my d*ck but having this sh*t on my lips sorry but NO :'(

thanks for reading my story and for any advice and help !

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