Re: Suffering finally coming to an end

I know I also have the same problem like you. I felt i'm so alone in school they talk about me they smile at my back . I FELT IM SO DESCRIMINATED all my life until today. I felt sad angry dissapointed. I graduated last 2013 as BSIT w/ cerificates receive but even my parents are happy they don't know i'm so sad and worry all the time. I just told them about my problem but they just laugh and say it's normal you just take a bath . I know we don't have the capacity to buy deodoarants or go to a dermatologist for an operation. I lost my childhood and teenage . Know I'm 20 years old my work is making programs and systems in graduating students. I work in a team because i can't show my self to face specially girls . I knew my team knows about my problem i'm a little bit glad they understand my situation . I ask my self why ME? Why Not them! Can i just have other disease but not these. I think weird things when i'm alone. I think of a world that people have no sense of smell so i'm welcome in the society. You know i'm a clean entutiastic person ,organized and talented . But now my world starts to ruin my dreams starts to change my life is terrible but still i'm doing right as i could nothing is in me only my family . It's tme to face the real world HOW can i face the world with these kind of problem. How about my future ? my dreams? My dream house ? THe family that i could have? Does GOD loves Me sees ME when i'm afraid walking the street going to shortcuts all of that seems a BIG question in my mind . i'm crying again I think that our situation also a reason of my anxiety I was born POOR . Today I just pay 15pesos =1hour to search for answer . i'm PLaning to work in fastfoods where the foods could hide my odor . Sorry for being sentimental i just want to express myself sometimes in the public but my sickness brings me down.