Sometimes, things go tits up. Things have definitely gone tits up with me in the past. I’m saying this because when I was 15, I asked God if I can understand life, and eventually after all of my troubles, I believe that I really do understand life! All the same, life is really good when we understand it.
I have to be honest, I don’t believe in God anymore. What I do believe in is respect, because even if I don't believe in God, God may exist.
If you would like you read the introduction, and first chapter of a book I'm writing, please do. I have a page on Facebook called ‘The Understanding of Life’.