So I'm not the only one. A lot of people at school, work, etc. were starting to ask questions about me because they never saw me w/ a woman. And because they don't know I have the condition (just assuming I presume that I have red, chapped lips), they just think I'm some obnoxious, aloof head case. Add to that my inability to socialize and do all the things that normal people do. It's almost impossible at times to deal with.
But I am in your boat. I still harbor hope and want to have back the normalcy I once took for granted. Before it is all said and done, I will do everthing on here w/ a view to being able to date again. Although I believe in sex before marriage, it's not about the sex per se. It's about the romance and all the intoxicating feelings that come with it. I really hope things go well for you and you're about to marry one day. Be strong.