Worst herpes case but turned hopeful with olive leaf

My herpes case is probably the worst and a warning but in the end turned to be okay, so here's my story , hope everyone has time ,iam a 28 year old female with a fantastic job ,and iam attractive ,and really independent and strong minded when I was 25 I met the most wonderful guy at least I thought so , and let me tell you that I only have myself to blame for being so stupid. i have had 2 relationships in the passed and always made sure my partner is clean beforehand,the first time I slept with my boyfriend he couldn't get it up then he told me he had herpes I freaked out ,and was upset as he should have told me beforehand ,anyhow I liked him so much so we stayed up all night he educated me and I did research and thought shit happens he got unlucky .as long as he's responsible and does everything he can not to pass it on . We had such a good relationship and he was absolutely crazy about me did anything and everything we travelled to exotic places I was showered with gifts and he was very good looking on top of all that and we were so in love , so he proposed after a year with the most beautiful ring, and I said yes.now here we go . After proposal and in the middle of wedding planning he turned weird every time he got drunk , neglecting me in public and turning possessive and jealous,all this time I was concerned but we were planning a wedding so I just ignored it ,after sometime he got verbally abusive when I complained about how he was ,calling names ,I know this is when I should have let him go but his episodes would come and go and it had only been months since engagement ,Iam so naive and I thought I was so cleaver . He blamed me for everything that went on telling me I cause him to be like this and bring out the worst in him as I complain but I was in such shock I couldn't let the image of my lovely boyfriend that he use to be go. Anyhow I still thought maybe it's me as how can a person do such a 360 all sudden, all this time he was on antiviral medication but after we got engaged we didn't use a condom as I thought we were gonna get married . So after a episode of oral sex that he gave me he told me I have a cold sore on my mouth I was shocked , same night I get the virus , when I told him he started ranting on about how I blame him for everything and a bunch of other none sense and he got physically violent and turned into a complete mental person an absolute psycho I was so scared. I was trapped as now not only did I have a in curable disease but my fiancé was absolutely insane ,then he tells me that he wants to break up with me ,and pulls out my engagement ring by force . After this I lost my job as mentally no longer capable to work so I ended up at my parents house , the whole world went dark. It's been 6 terrible months now with many many outbreaks almost every 2weeks for the first 3 months which made it even worst for me , I did so much research online for herbs and found olive leaf extract 20 oleo and read the book of dr Morton walker been using it for the passed 3 months and the outbreaks have stopped which is making me feel so much better and I have started looking for jobs and have slowly made my peace with it , life goes on and every time I get sad about it I remind myself that it could be a lot lot worst . Been looking for jobs again and truly have learned my lesson.