Re: The more real you get the more UNREAL it gets...
It sounds like you are very depressed and feeling hopeless, feeling better and getting well requires the constitution of a warrior, did you see Gladiator? The astrologers say that we all have a designated time that we are going to die. The survival of a
parasite depends on the survival of the host. This battle against the worms and all that crap infecting us, is about quality of life, not saving our lives. Here is a recipe for you~
Go to a grocery store where they sell bulk spices and buy the following items~
1 teaspoon garlic granules, 1 teaspoon ginger powder, 1 teaspoon onion powder, 2 teaspoons turmeric, 1/3 teaspoon cayenne powder, 1/3 teaspoon black pepper, 1/3-1/2 (to taste) teaspoon pickling salt. Put in jar and shake it up. Put 3/4 teaspoon of the mixture in a cup of boiling water and drink before bedtime. I have fasted on this for days before. It stops them from stinging my esophagus. To stop them from stinging your anal sphincter, insert a small clove of garlic that has been scored with a knife. If they make you poop it out, put in another, and another, until you can retain it.