???? can the envy I have for God be the same Love I have to have our God. I have to turn the envy or anger into Love so I can serve as He serves me, I give some of that Love he gives me to you, how, with sharing the truth for it is ours not mine, it is not a lie to use you but truth to live and this is highest awakeness you or me all can have, I am dreaming, any one like to enjoy this dream with me or you have another dream, I can see that as well, but I like to chance the dream so that you can share it with me with true joy of life that you would not be sorry. think from that source of life and live home and welcome others as you are father of the father and father and the Last Father. the source of life, that what I would give you. Love.