Re: Horrible nightmare I was raped, almost raped. never dreamed such before.
What makes me think the most of your dream are the words of the man that says he hes been watching you and that you are very lonely.
Probaly you are infact feeling very vulnerable and lonely. It might also mean that you are lacking sex and thatīs why you think that a rape wouldnīt be that bad.
The fact that your mom and aunt are present in the dream as kids and then as adults and also as your nices might reflect an issue about your relationship with women in your family.
You mom wants to help you but you tell her in not a nice way that you donīt want and need her help. You are scared and the fact that you want to get into the house through a window it might show that you are in a situation that you feel that the only way out is very narrow.(as a window not a door which will be more confortable)
What is clear for me is that you donīt want anyone to disturb you at the present moment. Thatīs why you shout and donīt want noise.
What is going on in your life right now?
Do you in fact feel lonely?
Why donīt you want your motherīs help to get out of this situation? Are you mad with your mom? If so, why?
How do you relate to women in your family and what do you think about them?
Do you find them annoying?
Are you in need for more rest and silence?
Answer to yourself this questions and you might find a clue about what your dream is trying to tell you.
Hope I have helped.