Re: For A Christian it is More About This

I am the way the truth and life - Jesus said. now, how much is this in each one of us?
Tell me what one or you understand from this yourself?
So if I look for the truth to more truth and you do that as well to what we come to, an experience and from this a conscious that serves everyone as we see it with our eyes or hear it or sense it. Now is this idolatry, or I have to ruin my flesh? is experience of life evil? is truth illusion that exist only in theory, in hope or words or deception to come false truth in only those who live in deception but not action as a real fruit true experience of life which has to be robbed for the liers? what happen when each self is not allowed to test what is told as thoughts to become experience true to his very life? what if we are suppressed to know from the self that truth in order to listen to others by force who gives only ideas that if worked into experience kills the one who try to experience it? what if we have to live for those scientists who invent just weapons and ideas as if experience to steal it from other but not to experience it themselves - evil dreams out of hate against life to be experience in the body of other but not mine for I can life in illusion that do not harm me, why all this? they want you to obey words or symbols for you to bring into life but they do not want that life, they want more thoughts as if it make magic to them at the cost of other who have to be sacrificed to the truth that the self would like to know for his experience truth and life. what are you told when you say you want to live? you have to go to them but never to yours; what they tell you to listen to? to them but not to yours, and to love but not to yours and to live for them but not to yourself- where is sharing or giving to share and no winning or fighting for a thing that gives life to all? they have projection or hopes or learning but experience has to be robbed from others, so the truth of that experience and life from them in me is not known. WHy I want to deceive? why not wanting to know the truth? why I get angry when I try to see the truth together with you? is it nice to live in words and more words but not in things that really satisfy the truth to have experience of real life. where is the joy? where is Love where is God? who are you? something to wonder, do one think knowing the truth he would not live? where are the Christians? In the sky?