I'm so depressed

I'm so depressed
Everyone turns out to be the same in the end, nice to you while im there but when u leave they don't want nothing to do with me. I message my friend who only talks to me when my other friend is there but when I message her doesn't get back to me. Same w/ my other friend. Not only do they not want to hang out with me, don't even want to talk to me. I can't help but thinking is it just this odor or something else too. How can ppl be so harsh to someone just cuz they smell. I guess myself with this condition I would never do that. Then my family wants to talk to me about it, it's like it's too painful and what can I say? I don't even tell them I smell or they'll deny it. O pleez just want it to end or find a cure.