Re: OT - achieve full potential, meditative intent

It's strange. Since I started this Iodine stuff nine months ago and borax two months ago I feel more and more urge to release energy. I was very sensitive guy two years ago, wondered a lot on meaning of life, trying to meet people's need, etc. As time passing I become more and more self-concerned, I don't remember speaking "sorry" to anyone, feel deep urge to confrontation, gazing a lot into people's eyes. And I like this state very much.

All this spiritual stuff don't works on me now like in the past. I don't criticize it but I don't feel it very deeply. I'm vegetarian for 15 years and probably I always be, but now I think it's irrelevant. Relevant is that now I almost don't drink alcohol - in the past it was adding me courage, today it makes me more anxious.

I found that a tough boxing workout helps me to release a lot of energy. After short period of training I liked it and I'm drawn to it even more. I love to feel sore muscle.

Some dude mentioned to me the name of this forum some time ago and that was "the mention of the year" for me. I trusted you (I mean all of you) and yours experiences and yours knowledge and I don't regret it.

Cheers
(drinking my daily dose of borax) Tweet