Betrayed
I was betrayed by a friend . I confided in a friend who got me a job where she worked and I told her why it was so hard to keep a job. I told her about my
Body Odor and how I was hospitalized because the doctors thought I was crazy because they couldn't smell me. I was bruised up because of excessive washing and scrubbing my body son often and so hard with all different types of soaps and cleansers even bleach.
She told she has never smelled me either and that if she did happen to smell me while working , she would tell me. I was so thankful and happy that I had found someone who cared enough to help me in this area and help me get s job and build my confidence up again.
Boy was I wrong, she told everyone that I was crazy. I had been in an institution and I was homeless and that I stink!
Ppl would tell me certain things but I couldn't argue with them because what they were saying was true!
Ppl started giving me dirty looks and my boss would stand behind me and sniff real hard, and when I asked him what he was doing he said I had better be clean!
I can't believe this person would be so evil to tell my business like that but I got her fired for harassment , and although she is gone, everything she has said is still present in everyone's minds. It hurts sooo bad, I'm always ashamed or embarrassed.
No one likes me or wants to work with me. I have prayed to God to break this curse but so far , I am still suffering. I do get some relief when I refrain from eating meat and dairy but its hard and expensive to eat that way