It helped me to stay away from curezone for awhile and think about other things than this. This forum is made to be a support forum so I am not going to put you down, but you are a grown man and sometimes life isn't a storybook senario. My english teacher has terminal cancer and he is living his life to the fullest. I just think we should look at what we have and accept it and try to find a way to effectively deal with it.