rape and physical abuse by parents
Hello,
I came to your site as flashbacks and memories of the degrading treatment me and my sister received at hands of my parents since I was born still chokes,haunts and cripples me. I was suffering grotesque physical sexua| abuse from my parents since I was a baby and watching my sister suffer the same.I could not get over my
Depression and self hatred for a long time there are times when even now I think the only way to get out of it is to kill yourself.I know that Iam 28 years old now but is it possible to report and get any kind of action for what they did to me for so many years now in India?
I know in the UK where I was for a few years trying to recover from this there was a woman who successfully sued her step father for rape 10 years after it was done and the case was a huge mention all over.Iam not so sure about the rules here.Ofcourse I don't have any such evidence except that I was publically raped ie at the doorstep of his family's house even by my mother's brother at the age of 10 after numerous counts of public sexua| abuse both by him and her all throughout my childhood and there were people who saw it all over the street and I know talked about it for a long time.
And my sister's actual mental state is completely damaged today as a 26 year old woman because of the way her own so called mother would force her to do sexually deviant acts on her till she couldn't breathe when she was barely 2-3 years old,if she stopped she was kicked on the head so hard she would fall on the other side of the room and then this demon would force her to do those terrible things all over again without the slightest hesitation until she could do it without instruction.She wasn't allowed to take a breath or think for a second about what was happening to her or how she felt ,her face looked traumatised and brainwashed while she was verbally calling her all kinds of obscenities and kicking her on the face if she stopped.
My sister looked like she'd lost her mind,she was in so much pain.Then my mother would make her to do it again the next day.Sometimes my mother's brother would try and rape her from behind at the same time.They would take great pleasure and amusement out of it. I was thrashed,kicked and abused in every way while trying to stop it and my father would just stand there and watch.
Now as an adult there are often times she goes into a trance or fits all of a sudden where she starts acting like she's licking and sucking everything around her,goes crazy throwing things and kicking everything around her when she realises what was done to her and then starts acting like a perverted animal again screaming.She has never had any therapy or treatment for it but if you ever take her to a psychiatrist they would be sure to say she was a severly disturbed mental case living a double life.
The thing that kills me is that she's about to have a baby herself in July and I can't put into words the amount of danger it's mental physical safety is in not just because of my sister's instability but nothing stopping her perverted mother from treating it the same way as us.
Any advice would be greatly appreciated to get sum kind of justice for the unspeakable things my and my sister have suffered.
Thanking you