Some advice needed here..

What would you do, if you were 23-year old man and.. would weight 118lbs, would have dead, dry white/gray hairs at that age, would look like a guy who has drank hard alcohol for his whole life (and I have never drank any)..

..well that's the THANKS for all the extremely hard work that I've done for several years. I'm sorry for my negativity, but just now it's very hard to be positive. Just couldn't find any reason to be positive.

I've done several colonics and about 8 months of P&B-shakes with spirulina or clay. Yes, I've eaten at least organic quality raw food since 2009. Yes, I've done about 30 Moritz-style flushes with and without epsom-salts and hundreds of egg-flushes and other flushes. I do eat some natural, raw organic and cold-processed supplements like vitamin C. I've done about 450 coffee enemas and 150 other enemas. I do trampoline and some light exercise. I'm sunbathing whenever it's possible. I sleep grounded. I do urine therapy with all it's variations. I'm juicing too. I do reflexology and different poultices. I drink fresh well water. There's just anything that could be added.. or at least I think so.

And yes, I've gotten out tons, and tons, and tons.. tons of waste, stones and liver debris of all kinds. I have pictures of all of them. WithOUT ANY results like I said and THATS incredible.

My situation is just the same that it was few years ago when I started to do flushes and more "radical" stuff to speed up the process. No changes here, except one: I don't have bloody eczema from head to toes anymore.

My complaints are:

- EXTREME underweight.. no, nothing helps for that
- EXTREMELY corroded teeths, chronic gum inflammation, yellow teeths
- EXTREME fatigue
- unability to tan, grow muscles or improve physics
- anemia
- low blood pressure
- there seems to be no right kind of food: proteins and sugars like sugars in RAW honey just rottens, vegetables and even fermented ones, come out undigested.. resulting in burning hot air and bloating
- heart symptoms, sometimes severe (at nighttime for some reason)
- EXTREMELY thick blood.. any hydration or herbs just don't help and this is causing me overactive thyroid, which then causes me all kinds of issues: weakness, rapid heart beat, nervousness, unability to concentrate, brain fog etc etc..
- blocked nose which makes deep breathing very difficult
- allergies to everything (?)
- Acne without daily CE's, huge skin pores, dead hairs and receding hairline
- high and low blood sugar
- urge to pee every 5 minutes (to 2PM and then it eases)
- aging, getting new wrinkles all the time
- toe nails growing inwards, causing chronic inflammation there
- extreme stiffness, brain fog and heaviness at morning
- drying (overactive thyroid might be the explain)
- itching and watery eyes all the time
- very stiff upper body, especially in area of the righ shoulder
- scoliosis
- insomnia, which is sometimes driving me mad
- blue toe and finger nails (which is a sign of poor oxygenation)
- pain under right toe
- skin excretes black.. dunno what it is, maybe it's carbon dioxide due to poorly working lungs, which acidity is eating up my teeths too
- legs and arms go numb very easily
- EXTREMELY poor blood and lymph circulation
- cystic fibrosis, based on self-diagnosis
- fibrous tumors in thyroid, groin and hip area, liver, pancreas, lungs and propably, spleen (based on reflexology and iridology)


And sure there's many others. It just seems that I can't get my engine working back again. I think sometimes if I'll ever make it. I've been very ill since my first year.

I know that these symptoms are just signs from congested liver and colon.. however, I'm really losing my hope as nothing happens.

I'm so tired for these old-fashioned methods which are way too slow - I'm not going to wait results for my whole life. However, I know that my psyche is playing a big role in this - I don't want to do anything, nothing interests me - except financial freedom, that would give me a time and a break to think clearly, what I want from life. I'm not interested of playing price of my existence.. which doesn't happen in other planets. I'm not interested of being a SLAVE. Now I'm, too, running slowly out of money and.. yes, my thoughts are anything but cheerful. I don't want to play a victim but to share my deepest thoughts with you.

I just want to feel and look the way it's meant, it's not selfish at all. And to be free, as it's one of the most important things that is..

Thanks for reading my friend and sharing your ideas! This eased me a lot, as I don't have anyone who I could tell these things.