f***inghell man! Find some faith will ya.....
Honestly, have you even done anything other than moan?!
Do what everyones doing atm, seems to be working wonders....
And yannoe don't make ec your excuse for not getting girls. I've met the most amazing girls on earth this year, with f***ed up lips.... But I just learnt to overlook it. Your mind can only cure you. Just be positive and be proactive about getting healed.. Not go f***ing nuts every couple of days.
Yannoe, try to make a connection with god, might just help ya....