update,just short of a year

I was just reviewing the posts over the last year. I felt last April, like I wasn't going to make it one more day. I lost my marbles and got my partner to leave as he was toxic too. So I scrambled and begged for a job. Which I got. I have only been able to make ends just meet. I wasn't able to continue detox from Naturopath. But I have been dragging myself to work for 10 months now . All my energy is used up at work, nothing left for home, can't even socialize, takes to much out off me. I have no words to describe how difficult this has been. My days off are a sleep marathon of 14 hrs.
When I'm at work there has been times where I feel like passing out I cannot stay awake.
I just went back to the naturopath 2 months ago, I don't have the money . I put it on credit cause I just felt Like I was going to die anyway. My liver feels like It will explode. Doing my job I felt like I was just going to keel over and do face-plant into to the floor.
$200/a month in supplements to detox. but if I don't, I feel like I won't make it. So I have to go into arrears with rent just to survive.
I don't know if this is miriena still, or other toxins.
I have had - In the last 4 months something weird in my right eye . I feel crazy here, but the first thought is that i'm stroking out.It seems like a stroke. I'm freaked out. I have trouble seeing at work, I put my old glasses on, but not helping. can't afford a test, let alone glasses. but just thought it's weird after reviewing posts for you guys having eye trouble.
Guys, I feel like I'm not going to be here much longer- too much damage.
I can't afford the diet the Naturopath wants. Let alone when I get off work I'm too exhausted to take care of myself. maybe it's not mireina but we all have similar things going on even after removal.
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