Brad keep ya head up mate! Youv got a whole lot of friends on this forum who are here to help and support you! I'm sure your a top guy and there will be a day were the proper cure comes so learn to live around it if a treatment fails have a break for a few weeks and peel your lips and then go try again! Medical world is getting more advanced by the day! Keep ya head up! I know Youv got the strength to beat this we all do!