Lauray,
the posts/replies members have made to your own have been mostly out of concern for your welfare.
At this point in time I am wondering why you still see the need to fast after all this time. Fasting is beneficial as an annual housecleaning, but shouldn't be necessary once any health issues are resolved.
Member 1234567 is merely acting out of concern regarding your relationship with food, which in the past was shown to be an unhealthy one.
I hope you do find an answer to your issues, but you will not find those answers here I feel.