was feeling fine. bf has anger problems it's better if we don't reproduce but it still bothers me. people can really get on my nerves including my parents that have disowned me many times.
after the fire i went the the doctor, they gave me celexa but i haven't taken them. i know my seratonin level must be extremely low and i need to take meds i just haven't made myself take one.
i was told i have ptsd when i tried for disability years ago. being labeled is hard to accept. i'm thinking about finding that therapist from years ago because it would be easier. i have the info from my visit with him, it made me cry.