All I can say is your story sounds so familiar; you get caught up in the system too fast. They catch you when you are in that fear mode and use that mode in order to scare you into treatments you would never agree to if you were in a stable well focused mode. Read the story of my daughter's breast cancer, http://www.jesichashope.org
easier than telling it over and over. Once you read it you will understand that you have to think long and hard who is making all the money and if they are making all that money on you, how apt are they to stop that flow. We spent two million dollars on my daughter in three years, with no effect on her cancer. We spent thirty two thousand in three weeks and killed the cancer. Do you see the imbalance in that? We do. Now there is even a newer treatment that we wish we found four years ago. But we cannot change life can we. Hope what you read helps and if you need to ask more questions holler. It is up to us woman to help each other.