Cant find anything that helps? help!

I've been suffering with AF mixed up with full on agoraphobia, then it lifted a bit and I was diagnosed with Type 1.5 diabetes.

Since being put on insulin (2 1/2 years ago) I have felt more and more ill. I have feeling of being on a panic rollercoaster every waking moment.

I took benzos for a few months but realised I was getting so addicted it was going to ruin my life and had to go through the hell of withdrawing, and probably further depleting my adrenals. What was interesting, is the more benzos I took, some days I didnt need to take insulin....

I've just had my hormones tested, and an ultrasound which shows I have enlarged ovaries. My endocrinologist says I may have something called POTS - my heart beat is always over 90, but after eating it can be 110. I feel so ill and fatigued most days I just wish this ordeal was over, or that I be put on enough lorazepam to blank the rest of my life out.

The nhs tests for my adrenals say they are normal, but I have taken two private tests from two separate labs that say at certain points during the day im producing 3x the normal amount, but in the morning and afternoon im producing too little... my dhea cortisol ratio is ridiculous too. Can anyone offer me any advice about improving my life? Im only 28 years old and not been able to function in the world for 5 years now. Enough is enough.

Ive also randomly had actinomycosis even though all dental x-rays show I dont have any cavaties or infections.... Tweet