Re: dream with ex husband

I've heard about the Course in Miracles, but I don't really know much about it.  When I go to their site I see that it is about inner peace and forgiveness.  That's what Jesus taught when he said: "The kingdom of God is within you" - one of my favorite quotes.  However you are approaching it, from the description of your dream you are obviously making growth and change which affects both the physical world and the astral world as well.

We do healing work during our dream/astral time.  Often times we will also make changes in the physical body and they will then later on cause change in the astral body, and the reverse it true too.  We make change on the astral that then transforms into the physical.  Have you ever had something happen on the astral that soon happened on the physical plane?  I have.

I would suspect that from your situation have a lot of anger toward both your ex and his current partner.  On some level it probably pissed you off that he gave you money on the astral and then went back to his partner which helped you bring some of that into "present time" or the "present moment" - letting go of the past even though it made you angry.  From my perspective it was a form of forgiveness and not all forgiveness is pleasant.  It can bring up anger, but that releases it, lets it go.  It's part of the healing and forgiveness process.

I've practiced a form of active meditation for many years and working on my astral body has been a part of my experience too.  You are obviously growing and changing.  By the way, when you work on forgiveness, don't forget to forgive yourself too!