I have been saying the prayers for a 1 1/2 weeks now and everyday life seems to be more like "bad" (worse) since i started like the Prayer it feels like the Archon is trying to cause more destruction in my life and also make me go sexua| crazy as well. I know the Doctrine was starting to hit it when i started the Prayer so i don't know if something is making me go crazy, the Doctrine or the Prayer.