Yes craig. I mean don't get me wrong, i still get my moments where i feel like i'm litterally dying but i push through and continue. I just think i've ignored being sick for the past year and i really need to get back on track.
I totally agree, i use to be one of those ppl that were always paranoid and everyday i'd come on here displaying that. The fear of what is going to happen would haunt me daily. But i've learned to fight, i've learned to fight this damn disease and i'm not going to quit.
If i die at least i die like a man, trying, fighting, giving it my all, with a serious backbone and conscious that i was once sane. I will fight for my health and sanity as best as i can and know how and learn how.