I loved the message in your pop ups. Oh I so long to get to that place of absolute surrender to our Lord because I know what you said about it is very true. I've experienced a good measure of what you talked about already with my limited surrender. The Lord is so very merciful with me. I can only imagine what it would be like to get to the place of absolute surrender. You may not have to imagine it as you and many others may already be there. I know how hard you have been fasting, praying and seeking the Lord now for many months. I am indeed envious of this, but at the same time I am very joyous that you were able to do it. Envy may not be the right word because I am extremely happy for you and would never want to take that experience away from you. I am excited to see the fruit that will come from all of that. The Lord is sure not going to let it go to waste. MST, have you thought about developing a sermon from this message and posting that on YouTube? I'll be in prayer with you about it. :)