You are not by your self . I just dont understand why is it that people get so mad when they smell our Body Odor i mean it's not them smelling and thin im learning if my Body Odor can change our frendship thin you wasnt a frend in the first place on my job i also work in a puplic place and when i first started i was the best that next year i started stink and out of 45 people 5 people to this day have not turned their back on me and some said how the word gets around fast i moved on this block by the end of the month every single person on the block knew that i stink and my neighbors are to thank for that they are the twon cryers of the block and at times i feel like my life sucks to but i also know that somebody in this world would love to trade places with us . you are young keep searching and dont give in until you find out whats wrong with you it's sad they have a handle on AIDS but can not tell us whats wrong with us i bet if we where dropping like fyls they would have a answer start trying diffrernt things check your nose , mouth, stomach ,anus, and change your diet thats a start , good luck and keep your head up