Ping Pong

I know I've been ranting on and off for two years here at cz about my plights. I'm so tired of it all. I really feel like a ping pong ball. =(

I've been so extremely diligent to my lifestyle for as long as I can remember and my memory is getting fatigued. But what I do know is something is not kosher and all things are pointing to this Lyme after really looking at all the information.

I don't know exactly how to approach this thing other than to do the Antibiotics and keep doing what I do with diet/herbs/supps but as far as Iodine and the supplements, should I increase my dose? Should I bathe in it again? I was using it for Neti rinse a few months back and actually that worked better than anything but someone suggested it's not a good idea so I backed off.

It seems that all systems in my body seem to be taking quite a beating. I feel like I'm running hither tither in circles fighting off all these various things and I'm drained from all of it.

Does Lyme do this to people, make you feel like there are 3000 gazillion things wrong with you, the worst being your brain feels like it is under continual attack. I have always been quick to think on my feet and I can't for the life of me string two sentences together anymore and it's terrifying me.

I was doing some fairly high doses of IO a few months back but I just don't recall how well I was doing because I was struggling so bad like every single day for almost two years and I'm losing the battle.

I saw someone posted that Nascent is the best for Lyme, so then if this is true, should I switch off from the SSKI back to the Nascent and how much should I be taking? I was trying iodoral for a while but I don't recall why but I didn't feel like it was working that well for me.