morgellons,mrsa,cancer,arthritis,epstain-barr virus,actinomyces organisms,chitinous cell wall with spicules around it

Please tell  me if this has happened to anyone else? My skin has something over it, I can scrub and my hair that once was on my head is coming off of my skin. I can take a plate,skillet, anything in my house that looks clean and I'll start washing or scrubbing it and this clear looking stuff comes off and there will be gobbs of hair and then black speckles coming off, but it looked clean. I am afraid to take a bath. Lint, the threads of a washcloth that I used several days before have came off of me in the tub.I can not get anything clean including myself. What ever it is, is all over me, my home and everything in my house, yard and car. When I walk, things fall off of me.The dr. sent several samples to the lab. I have a covering on my tongue that I got some of it off with red wine & peroxcide.results said actinomyces organisms,insufficient for diagnosis.another lab report stated a rounded structure with a chitinous cell wall with spicules around it.A heavy growth of pseudomonas aeruginosa to piperacillin and/or pipercillin-tazobactam.    was given antibiotics for 10 days.I was tested positive for MRSA and had a lump of it removed from my breast, but noone believes my skin condition. I can not eat. My hair is falling out or somehow getting into my skin even on my feet and in my mouth. This is a 24 hour nightmare that the doctors want to put me on mental medication

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