Bless you, bless you, bless you for taking the time to share all of this wonderful wisdom with me. I cannot express my gratitude properly in words. I actually cried because I was so overwhelmed, in a good way. I have read this several times and read it to my husband last night, he too was very thankful. :) I know I may have a million questions, and I will do my best to search all of your posts before getting carried away, lol. ;) I am digesting one bit at a time and forming a plan. I am seriously forever grateful that you took the time to understand and respond with kindness. It has been a tough journey, but I really do have hope that I possess the strength to do what it takes. Many many thanks. :)