the morgs make you think like that. It still happens to me. It does get better. What has proven over and over to keep my head clear of their influence is charcoal and cilantro. It takes a couple of weeks to really put you back to good. 3x day 8 pills each time. i used to take a 4th dose before bed but now I have replaced it with chitosan. The f -6 spray from gordon helps heal the wounds much faster. I take cilantro with the meal and charcoal 30 minutes before. This is always the combo i do. The cilantro takes the heavy metals. Charcoal toxins. The organism carries a lot of iron so the cilantro makes sense. I just get organic from the spice rack at the grocery store. I have gone off the charcoal several times taking a break so I can now see the difference between on and off. I am most likely gonna stay on until I find a way to get rid of the organism. On and off have become extremes, crying, and lethargy really bad vs bubbly, happy, and sometimes even singing...