Hi, so sorry to post to you so off track but I am new to this forum and wanted to try to get a message to you about some postings I read from you a long time ago about anti-depressants and damage done by them. Let me tell you my story. I took an anti-depressant two years ago and had a terrible reaction to it. Put me in the e.r. I went on to slowly recover over a two year period of time but still had some symptoms one of them being high cortisol. Never took supplements or anything because I was told to leave my system alone. Fast forward to now where I have had a major crash and set back. I am worse off then I was before and I am freaking out thinking I have permanent brain damage. I can't seem to figure out how to post on the SSRi websites. Anyways do you know anyone I could contact who is familiar with all of this and ssri reactions? I am really started to question whether life is worth living at this point. Very sick!! I believe you mentioned Julia Ross, is that something you think could help? Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated! Thank you!!