Hi Cupid,
Ryan Annunziello here. I just finished reading your earlier post and wanted to challenge you to do something for me:) I wanted to challenge you, to get back into church!! I know, your probably thinking I'm crazy, but I like you, probably have this same situation, however, I've through the grace and strength of God, been able to get myself outta bed on Sunday morning and get my butt into church, even though believe me, it was easy!!! I wanted to encourage ya, to do the same or atleast try too!! I'm not saying it will be easy, but we all have the same rights as other Christians who do not smell, to be in church, as much as the next person, so I'm asking you to give it a shot:) Pray and ask God, what He wants you to learn or hear from Him and go from there:) Okay hope this helps:) Take care and God bless.