Thanks ladies for the support yes the ativan does help and that what i have been having to take for the past few nights just so it will stop. it seems to happen right before i start my period. And BOOM guess what this morning i started!!! I actually feel better today than i have for the past week. I had the mirena for 2 1/2 years and got it removed Sept 6th isn't it amazing I remember that day like its a birthday or anniversary cause I was so happy to get it out! So I have roughly had it out for 4 months...No miracle yet but i am still praying every night that one day we all feel better and back to our original selves. I guess its a no go on the other baby at least not for right now With 3 yr old twins and the anxiety plus being pregnant I don't think i could handle that unless I had some live-in help and I don't see that ever happening and I am grateful that my husband is willing to get snipped I thank God everyday for him. Even though sometimes he doesn't understand what I am going through and can lose his patience with what is wrong with me he still tries to see that there is something wrong and it wasn't my fault. I have been wondering about trying Zoloft because I hear it works better for some so who knows I will have to see what the doc says