Trust in the Lord. Our bodies are made complex and wonderfully. It will not proform on processed junk or man made drugs. This stuff cost more money than real living food. You are paying for the packing it comes in because what is inside is worthless. Don't think for a second that your body will heal on this worthless stuff. If I were you I would buy books by Dr. Ann Wigmore and learn about how you can feed your body what it needs to heal itself. The only thing that will cure the body is living food. Not dead cooked processed food. There are many people claiming that what they sell will cure you but it is also in a package and more than likely processed. It takes a lifestyle change and a strong desire to stay with it for your life to turn around. God gave us the correct food to heal our bodies but man has dampered with it and now we find ourselves like you say grabing for straws. May God keep you in his hands and show you the way.